Beside the safe line

My first year first semester's result's out.
Third time, still somewhere at another country, this time at an airport waiting for baggage check in.

Compared to the last two semester, it's much more stressful.
Reason1, I have a goal to reach, and if I fail to score higher than that, I'll be saying buhhbye to my current scholarship.
Reason2, I'm not focusing a lot at studies this semester, compared to the last two. I used to read more than I should as I'm interested, this semester I'm just trying to score those marks but not really learning =/

Gladly, luckily, I'm beside the safe line, in a good way.
Thank God I secured my scholarship for one more semester, which also means one more semester to be much more stressful as I've come such a long way, promise will study well and focus more.

I don't know who I should thank, as I was skipping class and was being blurred all time (don't learn guys, not good, serious) Maybe I should thank the papers for being not that hard this time (?) as I was expecting something harder (based on past year papers) and Lady Luck was seriously by my side as I know everything on the paper.

The worst part, probably that assignment-based unit. Screw it.
It's so hard to score and even following all those rules and doing my best, going for lots of consulting and doing everything I can to score higher, It's still much more lower than others unit.
Ironically, the unit that I put most time and effort turns out having the lowest marks. #reasonimnotstudyingcommerceorbusiness #isuckatassignments

Anyway, small pat on head for well done, huge punch on face for not giving all out.
I am still very grateful that the results left a happy ending for my trip and not ruining it. #thirdtime

At the same time, Zoe is having her sembreak and is going around Europe for a few weeks.
Bii just finished her performance as a cellist at Kyoto, now travelling around Osaka for a few days, fulfilling two dreams at the same time. Her PT3 result will be out tomorrow (I guess?) and she's now oversea with her principle, not sure how she'll check her result, I'm much more gamjiong than she is HAHA #travelledbacktostudywithher #moretokacauthantolong #butstill #wheretofindsislikethis
Hard work pays off, the backstage blood-sweat-tears part is never shown, I'm very proud of them being able to reach where they are right now, and did not give up! #proudsis

Ok, results out=drama mood. Kdramas for learning Korean I swear XD
I'm trying to do something new everyday, so far I still find my holiday fruitful and still a list of challenge, let's see when I'll get bored.

One week back home

Well… actually five days, including the day I reached and the day I left… So its three days to be exact… Sigh.

I know it’s short, very short. Blame the short sem break, I’ve skipped orientation =/ Mom still asked me to skip a few teaching weeks LOL

Well, I thought I still get some chance to visit my friends, or maybe my nose doctor, but nahhhh, I don’t even have enough time to sleep, in a way.

I think I did promised some friend for some meet up this time back, but my everyday schedule back home is, run errands, run errands and run errands LOL

Sadly I have a lot of documents and things to be done this time back, including renewing my IC and driving licence too!

I planned to renew my IC but actually didn’t realize my driving licence is expired. One day I was driving and Zoe suddenly asked “When will my P licence end” She checked them alamak its already two days expired, such a coincident!!!

I cancelled and pushed later my schedule after that and went to renew my passport, thinking that it may take some time. But it took me like only 5mins, from paying the money, taking the picture and receiving my new licence!

I have very complicated feelings, for going back home for such a short time after a long time away.

Even though I’m back home, I’m always outside getting my things done, and actually both mom and dad are working in the morning, only bonding time left is at night, which I spent more on the computer =/

Well I did spent my first day back home, out shopping whole day with mom, with nice food =]

I did spend some time teaching Bii her math too, but I can’t really help much and felt that that’s the only thing I can do.

Although I know that we still can contact through phone or social media, everything like that. But I somehow still have this low feeling every time thinking not spending enough time home LOL

Well, off to my next journey that I had never mentioned here, JYAPANNN. 

Remember from one of my previous blog post that I mentioned I got myself a hugeeee bday present? Yepp, this is it. Look forward for my posts on JYAPANNNN.

One more

One more just one more!!!!

Finished my Engineering Math midterm last night, and can't felt better coz I only have one more midterm to go!!!
..... which leads to the bad feeling today realize that I only have a few days to study for my coming Chemistry midterm, which is only a few hours soon.

I focused sooooo much on EM midterm and actually spent no time on Chemistry LOL
Now I am left here with the reality that I am totally unprepared ._.
I kept procrastinating gahhhhhh and still need to go to campus just for a short few hours experiment or consultation (which I don't really like as I waste time going and coming back)
I'm treating my time on transport or waiting for the bus wisely, taking some rest with some music plugged in, mostly reading articles and sometimes dozed off (believe it or not, this morning, even only 5 minutes on bus I slept and woke up on time when the bus reached campus 0.o)

Well, Zoe and Bii are having exam too! All of us at the same time! Which actually gave me lots of motivation and keep going!
Bii is sitting for her mid-year test, which is a quite important one as she'll be sitting for PT3 at the end of this year. At the same time she's preparing for a competition this coming July, studying and practicing at the same time!
Usually I'll get pics of her fingertips at night, saying that she just finished her cello practice and the background will usually show her studying. With her fingertips like that its really hard to even grab a pencil and write! Well, the team is aiming for getting the first place for straight three years so they can keep the trophy, so the fingering is much more challenging! Anyway! Support from here!
On the other hand, Zoe is facing a higher level of exam. She's sitting for her finals for second year, and the marking scheme depends ALL on this final test! This will be the last year at this university before she transfer too =)
Both of them will finish it by this week, and me too! This Saturday <3

The most awwww moments is knowing that three of us are working hard together and I'm not alone~ This will be the strongest support I guess (?) Compared to them, mine is just sap sap water haha, so thanks for all the indirect support. Also and for those who are having a hard time, just remind yourself to strive for it because after all, it'll leave a smile on your face when you look back =]

品茶

小学时候，早上出门前都会和老爸喝几杯茶才去上课。不然就是晚上睡不着，到楼下跟还没睡的老爸喝几杯茶。

要说品茶，我仍是菜鸟，单纯喜欢静下来慢慢喝茶聊天的感觉。

今天放工后，阿姨问要不要去她朋友家吃榴莲（昨天师父从中国来想吃榴莲，虽然昨天也去“帮忙”吃了，但还是有剩），想说就“顺便”去吃。

从五点左右，吃了榴莲，喝点茶清肠。过后想到昨天水果店说今天会来芒果，就过去买了回来，继续喝茶聊天。

不知不觉4个多小时在那边了……

很舒服的地方

享受吧

天花板也美美哒~

如果不是我怕生+害羞（有不认识的人），肯定会拍好多好多照片分享，整个地方真心好喜欢。

BUT！

but…

BUTTTTT！！！

我可是从早上七点多起床，在外面跑整天，累到快垮掉的人。我完全无法放松下来享受，累到像…一滩屎💩💩💩

加上本来答应好大姐老妈去吃久违的日本餐，因为时间拖到+喝茶喝饱了，不能去整个人有点烦躁了，忍。

闷到累到我开始觉得我的脚板可爱了=____="

他们在那边聊到口沫横飞（自行加入夸张形容词），我在刷电话，文章读了一篇又一篇，电话没电了，很好。接下去跟阿姨借电话继续读一篇又一篇的文章，直到……

这个出现XDDDD

data用完了…额……嘻嘻。

当下只想要快点回家，脱掉那超级无敌不舒服的衣服，冲个热水澡，换上睡衣战衣（超级大外套），躺在软绵绵的床上打滚！

当然，一切都是幻想。回到家冲好凉0945，妹妹还在学校练合奏，到10点。身为一个负责任的姐姐*shehhh*，当然要去载。去到那边有点早了还在练习中，索性穿着睡衣睡裤套件外套，头发也还是湿的完全没有梳，就这样下去看他们练习了（我不认识我……）。

好多家长都在等，异样眼光超多的haha。看着Bii被排在正中间（对！正！中！间！），虽然不是我，但超自豪的！（诶那是我妹耶，平时练习都是我载的咧，勤力都是我感染的耶）

我那二三四五六次元的妹妹，啊多么自豪，就算累了烦了一整天，也一定要抽出时间来！对她有多么骄傲三天三夜说不完（她最不喜欢我说他多么好了）我说的都是真心话啊……爱你不对吗 >w<

好吧……某个明天要去UTP的人行李箱依旧空空哒，连要带去衣物还有没有洗啊……默默滚……！