Done with Level1.2

Just like what I’ve said, studying all day errrday is not hard for me, not having to go out and sitting whole day is. The whole study week is … torture. I try to cut out all my leisure and social medias to focus more on studies (just to feel less guilty as in I’ve put in my everything) but at the same time studying looks so bored that sleeping looks more interesting.

a night where we studied until sunrise

My seniors told me that the second semester is much more easy going compared to the first semester. Well I DID NOT FEEL SO. When the semester started everything was so overwhelming I’m always busy on something, doing assignments, meeting for projects etc. But when the whole semester ends, yes I agree with that, the units gave less pressure (?) Or simply because I study more this semester LOL

But yea, I remembered feeling so not myself after last semester ends coz I’m not treating my studies well, I’m just trying to study for the sake of exams. This semester was better, I found back the joy for studying and felt less stress and pressure. The only pressure was from having to score very well (?) I came all the way long not feeling the importance of good grades and high marks but just the joy and also the effort you put in, believing in hard work will pay off. So yea, finger crossed everything will come out well!

a morning where my pen ink and correction tape ran out at the same time, that satisfication though XD

Straight after my last paper, I got home and slept whole day. It’s been more than two months that I have a good sleep, I have been limiting my time to sleep and whenever before dozing off, my mind will be arranging things to do when I wake up. At the same time I felt empty and lost coz for the past few months the focus was on studying and now I forgot how do it feels like not have to study LOL

We went out for a nice dinner that night and I rushed back for a meeting getting things back and working on coming projects (OMG everything is so soon now KYAAAA) .The pressure is much more heavier than taking care for my studies. Slowly getting back on leisure and social media things look so unreal LOL. Won’t be back on ig soon as I’m having some private issues. Sometimes people just see a part of the whole story and started judging on it, ignoring the hard work and effort behind. Still trying to get over myself on this, need some time I guess =)