I was not
going to blog recently as life was THIS hectic, squeezing time out isn’t an
easy thing to do. But this whole week after coming back from my semester is so
blog-worthy, or in another way, it’s part of the stage of life changing.
For the whole week, my whole life changed. It was like a drama a movie I was
going through so much, I don’t really can feel anymore.
Life was
simply hectic at first, after flying and transiting for 20++ hrs, the first
thing I do after touched down was to head to the EPhouse. First day I took half
a day to try to change back my time due to jetlag. After getting up the first
thing was to head to the airport to fetch my EP, then attended a barbeque party
which we were invited by ISA.
Second day
school starts, things started to come, I have to bring my EP around and at
that time the whole project is only ME and ME. That afternoon I was supposed to
fetch him to exchange money and buy a sim card. Guess what? We can’t find him
in the EPhouse as in he might run away. Jetlag+study+problems-----huge headache but still don;t have time to rest.
At the same
time, there was no wifi at my house and it is already a frustruation. To make
things worse, they can’t apply for a wifi for our house, and my friend who was
in charge of the wifi started looking for new houses and planning to move out
(without informing me). Maybe simply because I was the one who should deal and
sign the contract with the house owner, which I was at a very bad position
since I would probably being tied with the landlord and have to give up my
deposit or maybe a penalty.
I was already
very busy with my project, waking up at 7am sometimes 6am, never got to get
home before 12am, and didn’t get a 5 hours sleep once I was back. Physically
mentally tired, I have to rush and find myself a house so that I won’t be
sleeping by the roadside. At the same time discuss and deal with the house
owner (which was a hugeeeeeeee fight) and its still going on, not sure about
the end of this war.
To make
things worse and worse-----bedbugs.
Guess after
my Europe trip I don’t only brought back memories, but also this evil thingy,
bed bug. I had itchiness all over and I was thinking maybe its just random
mosquito. Slowly turned out it was bed bug after I google searched as one of
the hotel we stayed in London has it. It seems like they don’t only stay in
bed, but also your luggage and clothing. I still have no idea how to deal with
it, and might have to wash all of my belongings(which is up to hundred pieces
trust me), including using a dryer at high temperature, vacuum my bed and
everything. Just so much things to do and I don’t even have time. Semester just
started and I still need time to fit in and level up, but everything just
chose to came out at this very time.
I was looking for a house after knowing that we'll move out, found one and talked to owner in the afternoon, decided in the
evening, and moved in at night (hotel mehhhh). Life is random, THIS RANDOM.
But in a good way, it's a chance to try to get rid of bedbugs(?) and also glad that I was able to find a house which I'm quite satisfied, although a bit more far from the bus stop but at least I have a cozy room. Searching for a house and moving things in only a day was hectic my sleeping time turned from 5 to only 3 hours X_X
I guess we all have superpowers in us, unleashing at these times. I don't feel tired nor afraid, maybe things were too unreal and too much for me. I can't feel. Dealing with all these stuffs at the same time feeling a little betrayed(?) in relationship. Welp I don't hold grudge.
I have always had trust issues, but still I chose to trust people, but always ended up failing myself again and again. Guess this is still a thing for me to learn in life.
Last thing of all of those hectic things, I took one more unit at the very last minute, making myself even more busy ._.
I was still thinking an unsure about whether I should take one more unit. This is more to about my future planning and even until the very last day, I'm not sure. Took a deep breathe and registered after 1130pm, right before 12am before it closed.
Guess it's an even more hectic semester! Have to keep moving on!!!
