Solving all our cravings

A post about the only leisure we can find in Miri XD

So after our exam, we rented a car that night for dinner, went to a Korean restaurant, drank some to celebrate, just two of us enjoying the small chats and mostly, FOOD.

After that I rushed back for a meeting and spent the whole night discussing stuffs slowly get back into track for the project preparation. Had a good night sleep and tried to not set an alarm but still ended up waking early the next day LOL the biological clock is working at a wrong time XD

That morning I wanted to visit the doctor but he was on leave, so we went for a late breakfast, at a dimsum shop that open until quite late

The LiuShaPao is damn nice

And don't forget to try their egg tarts

After that we went shoppingggggg, we have no idea where to go so literally walked to every shop we find interesting and checked out.

hi meet my LOVE kangjun haha

I was so damn excited when i see this in the tonymoly store, then I rushed inside and wanted to take a picture. The workers there kept following us while we were in there so no choice but to take one hurrily XD

That afternoon Jessie and me went SingK! 

It's so nice to have just the two of us HAHA so endless Japanese and Korean songs don't care XD

We went to a beach nearby that evening for the sunset and damn I miss the beach so muchhhhhh.

After that we promised to have a dinner with Belle and G for dinner straight after their exam, so we fetched them from the campus and straight to a Korean restaurant! Again, but another one.

Went to starbucks drive thru nearby to get some drinks after that, haven't have the chance to visit inside yet.

 That night I video called with Zoe and guess what, she was adding subtitles for herself when she was talking Gahhhh WHY YOU SO CUTEEEE

The next morning, dimsum at LaoYang, again.

Went to run some errands that day, change some money, to the bank, to TM which was closed, went shopping a bit too. Solve our blackball craving which I didn't even know they have a shop here.

That night we went for a (kinda) farewell dinner for this semester <3

Okay I got all hungry after this post ._. I think you too HAHA

Done with Level1.2

Just like what I’ve said, studying all day errrday is not hard for me, not having to go out and sitting whole day is. The whole study week is … torture. I try to cut out all my leisure and social medias to focus more on studies (just to feel less guilty as in I’ve put in my everything) but at the same time studying looks so bored that sleeping looks more interesting.

a night where we studied until sunrise

My seniors told me that the second semester is much more easy going compared to the first semester. Well I DID NOT FEEL SO. When the semester started everything was so overwhelming I’m always busy on something, doing assignments, meeting for projects etc. But when the whole semester ends, yes I agree with that, the units gave less pressure (?) Or simply because I study more this semester LOL

But yea, I remembered feeling so not myself after last semester ends coz I’m not treating my studies well, I’m just trying to study for the sake of exams. This semester was better, I found back the joy for studying and felt less stress and pressure. The only pressure was from having to score very well (?) I came all the way long not feeling the importance of good grades and high marks but just the joy and also the effort you put in, believing in hard work will pay off. So yea, finger crossed everything will come out well!

a morning where my pen ink and correction tape ran out at the same time, that satisfication though XD

Straight after my last paper, I got home and slept whole day. It’s been more than two months that I have a good sleep, I have been limiting my time to sleep and whenever before dozing off, my mind will be arranging things to do when I wake up. At the same time I felt empty and lost coz for the past few months the focus was on studying and now I forgot how do it feels like not have to study LOL

We went out for a nice dinner that night and I rushed back for a meeting getting things back and working on coming projects (OMG everything is so soon now KYAAAA) .The pressure is much more heavier than taking care for my studies. Slowly getting back on leisure and social media things look so unreal LOL. Won’t be back on ig soon as I’m having some private issues. Sometimes people just see a part of the whole story and started judging on it, ignoring the hard work and effort behind. Still trying to get over myself on this, need some time I guess =)

Still alive

This is me making an effort to save my blog, literally.

I have to admit this semester was a mess, every units are attention seekers and starting every week is suffocating for me. There are so many weekly things to be done, refreshed every Monday. Imagine when clock strikes into a new week, there'll be three quizzes and a lecture activity waiting you to be done, not counting in other tutorials, lectures and assignments to complete. Every Friday will be a huge PHEWWW following by realizing having a quiz on 8am Monday so I have to start study and prepare for the coming quizzes next week.

Done with babbling, I can't believe I survived this semester, all assignments done, currently in study week, and I can't feel more relieved. I remembered there's one day that I woke up 6am after sleeping late the last night, got to 8am class all the way until 930pm which I finished my last meeting. Got home for another group assignment meeting at 10pm, which everyone was (kinda) relying on me.
I guess its the perfectionist part of me that want things to be done well, and no one seems to be wanting to put in that effort to make our assignment the best way it can be. After such a long day, I ended up spending 5hours from 11pm-4am just to get the group assignment done, wondering why am I doing this, at this time, not scolding or crying. Nahhh I burst in tears after everything's done feeling so helpless and cried myself to sleep that night. The whole world seems quiet and there's me, and myself.
Okay I know I'm going too far, but somehow this is how stressful and emotionally I got this whole semester. I actually did wrote a blogpost every few weeks, but all those ended up in my drafts, just because my thoughts were so negative and I don't feel like showing that part of myself.

That's most probably the reason I don't update a lot this semester, and maybe even less in the future. And also since ig have this function of being able to post multiple pics, I don't find my problem not knowing where to share my pics.
Anyway, still not wanting this blog to die. I feel it gets to bring the positive side out of me. And most probably I got so stressful so depressed this semester is just simply I update less. Hmmmm....

Gotta study for the coming finals, will update soon right after everything's done, probably a sum up of how amazing this semester is (Yes there's tonnes of amazing stories that I have no time to change into words!!)
Will be spending my whole month sem break in U.K. travelling by myself and meeting up my family including grandma and aunt the last few weeks over there to Europe. Planning on scheduling a surgery before leaving Miri but currently still looking for reliable clinic (one of the reason I hate being away from home), sometimes things just don't go the way we want, another reason I'm stressing out LOL

I know I sound stressful and depressed throughout this post but seriously I'm not. Goodluck for finals =)