I'm a potato

Two in a go because I just feel like doing so.

Sent Zoe to the bus stop this morning and now back to the days home alone.

How much I missed being together although sometimes I just hate her for not being helpful and considering. Lets just admit no matter how bad she is I still love her anyway.

A story which three of us sisters went out together. A movie or shopping.

We are the type that don't usually care 'fixing' ourselves as long as its comfy. Seeing everyone around dolling up and I felt like a potato LOL

Who cares. I am not being lazy I was just... being myself XD Its definitely not an excuse. Come on what's much more important than just being comfortable in yourself! And here comes the judgement of my mum saying we should dress up more properly, ask us to at least apply something on our face and do something to our hair, where's the nice clothes we bought. LOL


Well after thinking what's the problem. Its just that there's days when you totally just wanna do nothing about your appearance, not caring about what others think.

And it actually felt great! Even being a potato!

We sometimes should just let ourselves being ...a potato. XD

There's no wrong being a potato. Yepp. That's it.

CNY '16

Hello everyone.

Okay finally, I'm making an effort to drag myself here for a blog post (which I failed countless times in the past few days) Well, its holiday. You usually don't get the chance where everyone is just as free as yourself right. Teehee.

I don't know why, but maybe the growing up thingy is working. CNY is getting less and less fun for me. I guess it started years ago. Sometimes I just don't understand why do you even want to celebrate it. (Until now I realized how wrong I was thinking so ._.)

Chose to come back a week earlier from my journey didn't make things better LOL

Since my mum is a working mum, without the help of someone (not thinking about both my sisters who were way too busier than I was) All the preparation was so tiring since for the last week before CNY holidays, my mum were just getting much more busier. (which I spent sleepless night helping her to finish her school work, why all the trouble >< )

Since I didn't had time shopping during the week after my holiday before I went TW, mum and I spent almost everyday shopping after she came back from work until the mall closes. Had fun doing so. Muahaha. (Including buying things for CNY not just clothes actually did helped us felt less guilty)

Not to mention both my aunt and uncle were moving into new houses each which sometimes they need help or just going here and there with them to get their things done. Reaching home at late night 12am facing the piles of works needed to be done all the chores waiting to be finished.

Gosh I sometimes wonder how people were so free they can jio out here and there. No offend.

I literally can't get more than a few hours sleep everyday after I came back. Finding myself hard to get into sleep even after a long tiring day was a torture.

Not to mention I got sick few days before CNY and also sick after a few days celebrating CNY. Mum laughed me for being so lamliao and so do I wondering when did I got so weak. I could just spend the whole night up feeling like puking but I can't, sitting in the bathroom waiting for it to come. Then after puking I got all dizzy but still uncomfortable that I can't even sleep. And the cycle goes on. Sigh.

Just being sick is not a big problem. But with everyone home you must be always around, spending those really precious quality time. I dragged myself here and there with my body almost collapse and my mind going somewhere else, just to make sure I won't regret not being around with them.

Thanks god everything went smooth and well.

Finally CNY byebye all the tiring days finally its staying up all night puakkiao Haha.

Had a great few days meeting all my lovely relatives and friends. Except those comment like You got fat, You gained weight? You got chubbier. You got fat. Ermmmmm.... thanks for reminding (?)

Questions like what are you planning to do for your coming holidays actually hit me the most. Well of course I have so many things planning to be done, but why do I need to report everything LOL. I sometimes feel uncomfortable sharing my undone plans since its MY THING why do I even need to let you know everything. >< Unless its something to do with you, why do you even want to bother. I know everyone is just being polite and caring asking questions so but I was just..... uncomfortable. Sigh.

For the past few CNY days were the best time which you can just laze whole day doing anything you like no matter its useless or not. Without feeling guilty. Muahaha.

And also get lots of angpaosssss thankyou thankyou XD

Hope you guys had fun during this love hate festival LOL.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

The perfect ending =]

My last few days in Taiwan was awesome and fruitful full with all those unforgettable memories.

Last few days st school was very easy and free since most of the students finished their exams and mostly don't have to study anymore LOL They had one of the days performing and also 包水饺 together. Great experience!
It was so hard to say goodbye to the school I stayed for more than a month, I tried not to cry but tears came rolling down my cheeks when I packed, reminiscing the days when I just moved in when I felt helpless and scary. Now I even felt sad to leave this scary place. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LOL.
The last day at GuiShan we went home early, went to YingGeLaoJie, bought the ceramic flute I always wanted (a normal one to learn and an owl shape one for the owl lover lol) That night we reached about 11pm (?) but still we went up hill to WuLai for the hot spring. All the way uphill coach was in front saying all the memories together and just thinking that its the last time I'll be on this road which we went through everyday, the beautiful night scenery that still bring me in awe, the cold wind blowing straight to my face freezing cold, the everyday small things made my tears rolling down uncontrollably. well I hope coach didn't notice sitting in front of me =/ After the hot spring we really said goodbye.
I thought I won't be seeing FuTeng since that night he didn't come back and I also need to leave early the next day. Surprisingly, when I was locking the room door saying goodbye to the place, the house door opened. FuTeng asked me to wait for him to change and wanted to send me to the bus stop Awwwh XD. We waited at the bus stop for a couple minutes then the bus arrived TT  Its really goodbye then.

I didn't leave straight back to Malaysia but went to NCCU for a week's event. They still video call me and sometimes call me chatting nonsense LOL.

Okay, to the NCCU part.
We were preparing for an international (?) camp for high school students. Four days preparation and three days camp. Through this camp I made so many friends from all over the world, working hard together to present the best for the high school students. Although they are high school students some of them in my group is the same age like me, I pretended I can't speak Chinese at first and most of them still believe me Haha. Great experience, great people, great memories, learnt a lot. This worth another blog post. Only if I remember and have the time to. 

Glad that life is quite hectic after I reached home. Still unsure what I'm gonna do for the next two months, damn why holiday so long. Everything is still in planning stage, can't wait to share my coming plans =)