Clair de Lune 16'

So I uploaded a picture of me and my prom date, me clutching(?) his hands, and people thinks that he's my boyfriend =.=" It's 21st century guys, open a bit lahh XD It's not like we hold hands for the whole night, well I look forward to go with my love next year though HAHAHA

I remembered how much I regretted for not going to prom last year, thinking that it's too expensive and I'm having exam in a few days time. Scrolling social media flood with pictures IS A PAIN. Mum said that's the only chance you have from all those dying studying days to tidy up yourself, doll up and at least enjoy a night.
Did my hair and makeup myself as I don't trust anyone ._. Fun fact is that I learnt professional makeup before (those taking a course and certified kind) although I don't put make up everyday. But still after such a long time not practicing and not having enough tools here at Miri, its between the look-quite-good but definitely-not-pro phase.

It's written there that it starts at 6pm, we reached at 6.45pm, and we are still EARLY. Malaysian timing. My friends and I had a whole table, only we two reached early and others came even later.

Look ma! I finally got a rose from a boy XD no more 豆腐花 but real 玫瑰花 (coz my mum laughed at me for not receiving any flowers on my last birthday... at the end of the day she kesian me and bought me a bouquet XD *coughs* guys you know what to get for me for my next bday *coughs*)

menu for the night

Well the food is only okay, not 5star hotel level, but we spent most of the time going out from the hall to take pictures LOL 

This was us being sampat enough to change a prom night into a wedding dinner. Big bouquet flowers proposal and throwing bouquet all those... I believe everyone was looking at us thinking 'OMG these people why so sampat no go prom before izit'

They had very nice setting around for us to take pictures as well.

Also a photobooth to take pictures and printed out on spot, for free.

A picture with me and Melvin (whom I met in TW) , just to show my #ootn. A simple black plain gown (which I love a lot coz its comfyyyyyy)

After the prom we went to AliceInBorneoland for after party, lovely atmosphere and we had a great time drinking and chatting, chilled whole night forgetting what's waiting for us ahead.
After drinking we were quite hungry, don't know where to go and ended up and McDonalds, with gowns and heels, suits and ties.

Time really do pass by very fast when you're having a great time. Got home around 5am that night, woke up early in the morning the next day having a little hangover but still need to go for an event. Life. Haha.

Mr&Ms Curtin 2016

Firstly, I have to apologize for not updating for more than two weeks. Life's a mess with too much highs too much lows that I can't really handle. So here's a picture of me acting cute. Yay.

I know the title of this blogpost sounds like a joke but hmmmm... it really is XD (for me)
I'd never imagined myself involved in this kind of competition as ... I don't see the point of it as a person that don't have the looks LOL
Thanks for the person who signed me up, as this is really doing something I've never imagined, stepping out of my comfort zone A LOT, and through this I felt all the love people are giving me.
Me being very kiamsiap will tell people no need to spend and vote for me as I won't do that too, still I have people supporting me, I really hope I can thank everyone one by one.
I really have to say

  WHAT ON EARTH DO I DESERVE ALL THIS LOVE!!!

When I told my mum I would be joining, I started as "I tell you a joke and promise me you won't laugh...." Well of course we laughed our abs out after that ._.

A week ago, I still can't find the reason to join. Just imagining myself on stage, showing all my flaws, performing something that came out last minute and unprepared, I don't feel like doing it anymore and felt like back off. Being afraid doing something wrong on stage and people laughing GAHHH I would rather choose to dig a hole and burry myself.

When I told be all of the things above, I asked for her thoughts, as she always is the person that being very straightforward to me, and I won't feel hurt LOL 

She told me that even if I do something wrong, people down there don't even know me, She knows that I am always lacking confidence, she knows that I have really low self-esteem, she told me to believe in myself, as confidence is beauty. (yepp the story I told on stage was true.)

Overall I had an amazzzzzing day dolling up, having people to do my make up, people sponsoring clothes, wearing high heels walking that catwalk on stage, doing all those cool and funny poses, being the spotlight of the day WOO! 

It was raining and pouring on that day, and the crew did all their best to keep us dry and clean, sacrificing themselves soaking under the rain. Again, what on earth do I deserve this!!!

A bit of the regret is I don't have the chance to run around like what I did last year. 

We AIESEC have our own booth and the activities were my ideas, and I did not have the chance to see it execute!!! gahhhhh.

Seeing videos of the Open Day makes me felt how much fun I lost LOL Coz the competition is running through the whole day, and I need to be there whole time. 

Anyway, I have to say I have totally no regrets joining, tonnes of fun, not in a crazy-run-the-whole-campus fun, but dolling-up-act-elegant fun XD

Sharing a few pics from that day, realizing how much fats I gained and really should start to do something. I am really not in my best condition as I'm dealing with things that is not under my control, and was neglecting a lot of things. 

Hoping things will turn well and believe that I'm able to strive through it. Jiayou.