One week back home

Well… actually five days, including the day I reached and the day I left… So its three days to be exact… Sigh.

I know it’s short, very short. Blame the short sem break, I’ve skipped orientation =/ Mom still asked me to skip a few teaching weeks LOL

Well, I thought I still get some chance to visit my friends, or maybe my nose doctor, but nahhhh, I don’t even have enough time to sleep, in a way.

I think I did promised some friend for some meet up this time back, but my everyday schedule back home is, run errands, run errands and run errands LOL

Sadly I have a lot of documents and things to be done this time back, including renewing my IC and driving licence too!

I planned to renew my IC but actually didn’t realize my driving licence is expired. One day I was driving and Zoe suddenly asked “When will my P licence end” She checked them alamak its already two days expired, such a coincident!!!

I cancelled and pushed later my schedule after that and went to renew my passport, thinking that it may take some time. But it took me like only 5mins, from paying the money, taking the picture and receiving my new licence!

I have very complicated feelings, for going back home for such a short time after a long time away.

Even though I’m back home, I’m always outside getting my things done, and actually both mom and dad are working in the morning, only bonding time left is at night, which I spent more on the computer =/

Well I did spent my first day back home, out shopping whole day with mom, with nice food =]

I did spend some time teaching Bii her math too, but I can’t really help much and felt that that’s the only thing I can do.

Although I know that we still can contact through phone or social media, everything like that. But I somehow still have this low feeling every time thinking not spending enough time home LOL

Well, off to my next journey that I had never mentioned here, JYAPANNN. 

Remember from one of my previous blog post that I mentioned I got myself a hugeeee bday present? Yepp, this is it. Look forward for my posts on JYAPANNNN.

End of my foundation 2nd semester

I guess (hope?) this ends my foundation life.

The feelings are really complicated and I believe everyone was struggling a lot. We had about two weeks study week, with almost no lecture and tutorials, just pure study-by-yourself. Just imagine staying at home not going out, me as an otaku can’t even stand that =/ It felt like a walking zombie lol.

The second semester was a huge different compared to the first one. I don’t really feel that much as I was literally busying on something every day, every single hour, every moment. (Busy until no time to feel LOL) Academic wise, it got tougher, a lot. Its not that the first semester was easy, but just simply comparing the activities I was involved, this sem was much lesser, since we had much more things to do and projects to be done. According to my seniors, going into degree will be even a much more huge gap. Well, I’m trying my very very hard to prepare mentally =/

Well, not to be over confident, I simply just hope that I get to pass all my units (yes I’m that desperate), so that I at least don’t need to take the supplementary test (we had only two weeks WHAT DO YOU WANT).

I can’t say it’s the end of my foundation life YET, so I’ll keep it to my next post (hopefully) for a overall summary of feelings and thoughts for my one year foundation life.

I was sitting for Physics062, Chemistry064 and EngineeringMath062 this time =)

For my Physics paper, disaster. 

It was real hard, seriously. I was shaking inside and outside, non-stop writing for the two hours (let’s be grateful I still have something to write).

Throughout doing my paper, I kept asking myself : Do I really want to continue my life as an engineering student for countless times.

It felt really hopeless (?) doing all those questions, nothing easy, NOTHING. I knew it’ll be tough, I knew I will struggle a lot. Is this really what I want? Am I even ready for this? Will I be able to continue this shit?

For the next day, everything repeated in Chemistry, just like Physics paper, shittily hard XD

After the last paper, no joking, I tear a bit (a drop? Haha) Not that I felt die liao laa, but just simply VERY OVERWHELMED. Overwhelmed by how amazing this is, how hard works finally pays off and come a short end. 

Even though studying for finals is torturing and is killing me, I felt like a living zombie, but at that moment, I felt amazing how life is treating my so well. Me finishing my finals, grandpa just finished his operation, Bii is out for a competition working her very best, everyone is doing something, achieving something =]

The hard work will pay off feel~ Its simply amazing that things eventually get into place once we put effort into it!

Okay, now pray for me to smoothly get into degree XD 

Bintulu~!

Those who added me on snapchat knew that for the past few days my life was REAL hectic.

Owhhh, BTW, I came back to snapchat, someone kacau downloaded this addicting thingy on my phone, which u can add me with the username @nooneonearthy =]

I was planning to update this post after my finals, but since now I've been studying for the whole day, I can't even focus more, rather than watching random videos on youtube, I better do a update here, hehe.

Like I've mentioned in the title, I made my first trip to Bintulu! Yayyy!!!

Thanks a lot for the marketing team for giving me the chance it felt so unreal!!!

Okay let's start from the hectic part before I went to Bintulu.

Since it's almost finals, I've been having sleepless night studying (more to random internet surfing LOL)   Two days before going to Bintulu, I spent the night finishing my slides for my talk, then updated my FB page, after that did some update on this blog (if u noticed the top part that shows my ins pics malfunctioned =/ ) 

Almost 4am, I went to sleep after a tiring day, with the next day a campus tour early in the morning waiting. It lasted until afternoon, had lunch, then studied at NSA.

 Packed that night, then studied for the whole night and the whole morning the next day (trust me I don't even know what I studied, more to zoning out LOL)

The next evening, LEGO to BINTULU~!!!

Although it's not far we can actually reach there driving, but we chose to take a flight. I went with another marketing officer.

Its my first time on a mini flight, MAS WINGS, only for domestic, the experience was great XD and also, after all travelling I'd done, I realized for the first time that domestic flights doesn't control on liquid on-board LOL so siasui sia

MAS WINGS

LOOK AT THISSSSS

We reached there and checked in the hotel about 8pm, went to a near food court for a late dinner. After that I took a shower and start studying tetris ._.

The hotel room is so damn decent, btw its Promanade hotel where we stayed that night.

The next dayyyyy.

We woke up early and went to SMK Bandar Bintulu. It's a hugeeee secondary school, and it's the main reason I came here to Bintulu-------to give a talk for the high school students.

Damnnnn I was so damn nervous, coz it's a topic that I haven't talk before, I got butterflies in my stomach for thee whole morning worrying that I'll faint in front of everyone LOL 

Glad that everything went smooth, and the students actually paid attention and seem interested. Glad that the students are the proactive kind that won't hang you there HAHA.

This was Marilyn giving her talk.

After the talk there's a short QnA session. As usual, we'll say "You can ask me any question except my phone number", one of the students asked "Do you have instagram." Goshhhh thanks for letting me syokkk a while HAHA (out of no reason though) Marilyn helped me by answer it officially ----find it out yrself XD

We had some light lunch at the school and had a small talk with the teachers there, and knew that the school's capacity is far more than it should be, too much students in a classroom the teachers can't even teach properly. This is so worrying as I know how it is like, imagine 60 students in a class, I don't really think the teacher can even teach! Teachers should always be respected, seriously.

We went back to the hotel for a while, then came out for lunch with a tuition center founder (?) kinda people. I felt so respectful to those people, that put so much effort in education. Its been a lovely and meaningful time talking with them.

We went to the tuition center and discussed something at the office there.

In the evening, I took the evening flight back to Miri while Marilyn stayed for another day. I was actually planning to do so too, but PROJECT SHOWCASE the next day, I needa rush back LOL.

brought back food from Bintulu.

Its a so very tiring day I came back very late, but felt so contented. 

The next day the showcase started at 8am. I was soooo tired I dead slept. I'm not sure whether can you guys relate, you're that tired that you zoned out everything including the alarm and the phone calls. I woke up at 7:59am, totally late!

Spent 3mins, THREE MINUTES, to get out of the house after I woke up.

Reached late but gladly didn't miss anything PHEWWWWWWW.

------Throwing some pics of other groups' projects-----

Ours project sucks compared to others LOL

As you can see, you can see nothing =_____="

(Realizing that the boys increased and the girls become less #lifeofanengineeringstudent )

I was so worn up after that I got real sick, until now.

My head was heavy and my nose problem all come out. I had a sore throat very bad that my ears hurt a lot too. Medication doesn't seem to help and what I can do is only keep panting because the lack of oxygen Gahhhhh I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP AND REST.

Hope that I'll get well soon so that I can focus on my study and also my finals. *prayingveryveryhard*