My times

Finally,
I went for this movie,
Our Times,
after waiting and controlling not to watch at the cinema for a few weeks,
Yea I gave in and watch it at TGV today LOL.

Well,
I have to say since I'm not from Taiwan,
I can't feel that much from the movie,
and also the script somehow seems 'not true',
a bit 无厘头 a bit childish XD
BUT it does bring back all those beautiful memories.

Although I feel its childish its surreal,
but if you ask me is it nice?
Sure I will say its a must watch~

Although I don't find the guy inside appealing,
when everyone is flailing they hope a 徐太宇 lol

I have to say I'm lucky enough,
during my high school days,
I have a bunch of protective friends,
that spoiled me so bad (teehee

I am quite 'proud' that I was not a good student,
by that doesn't mean by bad grades btw...
I slept in class,I did all the bad things,
and I never regretted doing so XD

I remembered skipping school for the whole week,
after the first week for Form4,
well my parents approved that (overly open-minded parents here haha)
so after that,
when I went back to school at the third week of the study week,
the teachers were like why the hell is there someone I didn't seen before
and I remembered the best feeling I had,
when I handed in my letter (reason about skipping class),
to my class teacher who not yet know me after weeks XD

I had awesome friends too,
we grew up together since its a small kampung with only a secondary school,
the friendship lasts more than 10 years ^皿^
I used to be the most lazy most sleepy most clingy one haha,
but they'll still wait for me between change of classes,
reminding me everything since I have really bad memory,
with them,I felt safe,
although I was the one who keeps kacau others,
they were used to it and will just choose to ignore me XD
but still at times they'll take care of me,
they help me remember things,help me with almost everything,
until now I still can't believe I am now living without them,
I mean they're already part of me,
how can you live without part of yourself?!
Yes they are this important!

About first love,
there's a line in the movie “我们的初恋就是注定输给陶敏敏那样的女生"
我的初恋并没有输给陶敏敏那样的女生，我输给了我自己。嗯。

Fools

I am tired of this place, I hope people change

I need time to replace what I gave away
And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small
Though I try to resist I still want it all
I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray
But everything is shattering and it's my mistake
Only fools fall for you,
Only fools do what I do, only fools fall
Our lives don't collide, I'm aware of this
The differences and impulses and your obsession with
The little things, you like stick, and I like aerosol
I don't give a fuck, I'm not giving up, I still want it all

Having a child...?

Just came back from the crocodile farm and lunched at McD,

been non stop since 7 in this morning,

damn tired but I just can't wait to share my day.

Today's event was parent for a half day,

we met with the orphans,

and two of us from Curtin pair up with a child.

At first I didn't expect myself to be so nervous,

I am quite okay with kids,

and usually they like me,

(even sometimes babies got clingy with me)

but when we met,

suddenly all thoughts came in,

what if I didn't do well,what if they don't like me...

and it turned out my worries became true LOL

I paired with a lovely Malay girl,

and our child is the youngest one of all.

He's shy,but at the same time,like all children,a bit hyper.

Me being an introvert, him too,

chemistry just don't work!!! Oh my...

But later I tried my very best to talk to him,

helped him to feed, told him the names, (even asked him to count LOL)

but most of the time would be him running around,

wanting to look at all those animals,

and both of us will just do the chasing and following XD

Children being curious is normal,

but being this quiet,not so...

But from the start,

when he don't even talk,just nodding or shaking his head,

until he answer my questions,ask me for water,

at last he even asked me questions.

"What chicken does the crocodile eats?"

Well I don't really know how to answer this...

but this just made my day!

A selfie of us three.

Felt so accomplished!

He doesn't like to take pictures,selfie is even worse.

Since he's so cute others just wanna grab him and take a selfie.

(proud mum here)

But nahh he won't even look at the camera,

so this picture really means something!

After that,

we traveled to McD for lunch,

I slept,he slept,

we woke up,HE CRIED.Panic!!

(he's just so similar to me XD)

Since I know that feeling so very well,

someone just used to be like that until a certain age...

gave him time,and just leave him with his 'ayah'.

After lunch we had a session which we need to draw something for each other.

Since our kid is so clingy,

we were lucky to have a chance to sit and talk with the 'guardians',

knew a lot more about the orphanage =)

While he's trying his best to draw something,

we got to know that he is actually quite new to the orphanage,

the youngest,the quietest,the clingy-est,the CUTEST too!

Something we drew for him.

Yes I drew all those childish things ._.

Something I got from him.

Its on a paper which we stick at the back of a picture.

After that we sent them back to the orphanage,

not far from McD,not far from the campus,

its a quite big place,and the environment is considered okay.

I believe its a tiring day for all of us,

'chasing' the kids under the sun...

really hope that they had fun.

For me,a lovely memory,

and really do hope they grow up well,happily and strong.

Most successful picture.

Thanks a lot for this picture!

I think its the only one which all three of us looks ready XD

(which at that time all three of us were not even ready,

physically and mentally haha)

Totally gonna go again!

Both the event, and the crocodile farm.

Why?

A hurry snap before I went 'chasing'

Just look at what they have there!

People knows me knows how much owls meant to me XD

So gonna stand there for hours with it for my next visit Haha

2months

BLESSED.

I wanted to blog this a few days ago,
but I was busy at a rural primary school for an event.
Still,there are still a few events at the waiting list for me to blog.

10 Oct,4pm,
the approximate time I am here in Miri,
for a whole two months.
What was I doing that time?
In a primary school as a facilitator for an educational camp.

Every now and then,
I feel blessed,for everything.

I would wake up from bed,
and appreciate being able to sleep well,
take a shower,
enjoy breakfast and a cup of coffee,feeling blessed.

Got ready,
waited at the bus stop,hop on the bus,
being grateful to be able to study,
being grateful that my parents let me continue my education,
being grateful to be at a university.

Until now,
everything still seems so surreal,
it still seem like a dream to me,
walking around the campus,
studying something new,
even rushing the schedule,
I feel so blessed.

Although there were still some 'low' times,
which I totally don't want to mention,
I can sure list a number,but why do so?
Life is too short for that...ignoring it!

Is two months too short or too long?
Because everything still seem new to me,
and I feel that there are still a lot for me to explore.

Well,
I have to admit that there are still a lot of times,
where I was thinking why life is so hard,
why do I want to work so hard.

but the only way to keep going on,
is to keep pushing yourself,
and keep telling myself to sort everything out,
to live the best right NOW,
so that I won't regret later on.

So far everything still get to work,
and I still being able to convince myself,
that I can do it,that I am strong.

Hope that the coming days,
I will still be able to appreciate everything,
and still being able to feel blessed,
just like now I am. =]

Blue tears.

Its tuition free week so we all agreed to ponteng sekolah for the whole week. Yay.

Fingernails :checked.

toes :checked.

Ready? LEGO!

Our first stop.

Lambir Hills National Park.

Its about an hour drive from the campus,

ate through,sang through and sleep through the journey. Haha.

The entrance ticket costs RM10,

The map.

We didn't go deep into it,

just a location which is about 1km from the entrance.

NATURE IS BEAUTY.

REACHED!

Its just a small area with waterfall surrounded by tall trees,

the feeling surrounded by nature was calming and relaxing,

I felt blessed being able to be here.

There's a few visitors leaving as we just reached,

and a few who joined us later too.

The guys prepared food for BBQ at there,

while waiting for them to set up the fire...SING!

Brought s guitar with us XD

Owhh Yumm Yumm.

It tasted just nice.

The glad and happy part is that what we girls need to do is just enjoy!

The guys being nice,prepared everything,carried everything,cooked too!

Filled up part of our tummy and the next thing is to have a dip!

...and the dipping and eating part just went on and on.

The guitar just made itself to the water...

OWHH SO FAIL.haha

After we had enough fun,

its almost 4 so we need to leave,

before the sky got dark.

Next stop----Tusan beach!

The view there during sunset was magnificent.

Just some simple snaps everything just came out nice.

Bought some snacks,

took loads of pictures,

ran all the way by the coast,

never been this carefree!

Put away the phone,the messages,the homework,

enjoying the sunset,the breeze,the salty air,and the sand.

Waited a while for the sun totally set,

because of the BLUE TEARS!

Our main aim! okay at least MY MAIN AIM!

The sun set,surroundings got dark,

there was lots of people there,

some with real professional camera to capture,

AND THE MAGIC STARTED.

At first I didn't realize,

since I didn't expect it to be so early.

But I started to see wave glowing blue!

At first it started with just a few waves glowing,

but as time passed by,

the more the waves came glowing blue.

Seeing from far seems so surreal!

later on,the seawater up the beach came glowing.

The more you stir it kacau it,

the more it glows.

and it'll start sticking on your skin,

so you can see some glowing blue dots on the skin.

We decided to wait longer so there will be more blue tears,

laid on the sand singing songs,

with a gazillion of stars on top of us,

it felt like heaven.

The whole scene,

with the sky and sea with stars,

was literally breathtaking.

Ended the day rushing to bintang mall,

bought three pizzas on discount,

ate on the way home. Goals.

Overnight oatmeals

心血来潮想要尝试看看一直以来都很有兴趣的overnight oatmeals.

I was actually interested in this quite long ago,but I always didn't have the chance to try out.

So yesterday night I was thinking like 'Why not?!' Which brought me to a lovely morning like this with a hearty breakfast.

I actually watched lots of videos about it whenever I'm free (YouTube makes you wanna watch anything)

But usually lots of the ingredients are quite hard to get (and what is chia seeds btw?)

Usually they'll use almond milk,with Greek yogurt,add some chia seeds and whatsoever,with berries (which is hard to get and at the same time costs)

For me I actually just used normal low fat milk,without yogurt (coz I forgot to buy earlier ytd) and that's all Haha.

And for the other day, when its 'overnight' ,I just add some bananas which I bought yesterday. And a sprinkle of coffee powder which was left half packet (I usually drink only half packet coffee in the morning)

And voilà!

It actually makes you full with just a bit (or izit because I have a small stomach?nahhh)

But I believed that with yogurt and honey or any other toppings will make it taste much more better!

Mine today was quite tasteless (since what I only used was milk,low fat even) so it taste bare without the bananas and the coffee powder. I even add some kokokrunch so that I can finish the whole bowl.

A quite good start! Can't wait to try even more!

Update: I later tried with yogurt and it works very well,loving it =]